1 day...... 1 month.......

its like a day before it'll be EXACTLY A MONTH BEFORE SPM...

anyway that isnt what i wanna talk about.. recently i've been having a little of what i like to call auto-fever... i have this obsession over cars.. i mean i dont know much about the complicating stuff but still interested.. i keep wanting to know about the latest cars and the ones in production and shit like that..

it took me 7 days before PMR to finally have my panic button activated and went on study mode but now its SPM and a month away and i'm still on CARS?? ok so it is what i wanna talk about.. sue me.. anyway, the last time (PMR), it took a precise lightning strike to fry only my CPU when all the sockets are connected to make me finally take my book seriously.. what now? i'm using this piece of shit of an ancient laptop and i'm still going? my desktop never came back from the ashes.. it stayed fried.. with good reason i suppose..

tuition for BM, Physics, Add Maths and Chemistry should do me some good but what about Bio? History? well i've decided i'm going to live with it and choose a path in live that doesnt require those subjects.. i mean, English, EST, BM, Maths, and a possible miracle for Add Maths, Physics, Chemistry and my average moral scoring would at least be of SOME use in the future right? i was considering choosing something that is accosiated to sports but i've been told it requires Bio.............. i'm dead.. i have thought about automotive engineering or whatever you call that but do i really wanna be a grease monkey my whole life?

anyway this post will make people go I TOLD YOU SO, IVAN... not that i dont deserve it but its too late now.. but what's more worrying is the fact that in 2 months time, me and all the other 5th formers will be thrown into a bigger battle.......... REALITY... i mean life is just begining.. schooling life is coming to an end and we're gonna be going to college and stuff and getting jobs..... does time really fly that fast? i still remember the day i walked into PFS as a form 1 and being afraid i cant fit in... i remember one day in standard 3 when i transfered to SKBG from a chinese school that i regretted going.. it all felt like just not long ago.. where did all that time go? it also felt like just last week when i was taking driving lessons and taking the JPJ test.. my childhood flew by so quickly.... and i can only think of a few exciting things that has happend till now..

how will being an adult feel like? i mean i'm like less than 3 years from turning 20.... TWENTY!! i better stop here before i start thinkin about when i turn 30........... 0.0

the blur face never goes away... Beijing 2002, 11 years old..

here comes the dorky specs..... Shanghai 2003, 12 years old..

Shanghai..

football fanatic at the Seoul World Cup Stadium.... South Korea 2004, 13 years old..

New Zealand 2005 picture unavailable..........

taller.. thinner... smarter?? lol... Bangkok/Chiang Mai, Thailand 2006, 15 years old..

even taller... skinnier... still not smarter.. HAHA... United States of America 2007, 16 years old..

next stop........... Siam Reap, Cambodia 2008.......
COMING SOON..

ivan..