ok i'm really mad at myself.. i should have beaten that S'pore guy just now but i didnt.. i was down 5-0 in the first set but i changed the pace and took the set 9-5.. the second set i got a bit over confident and let him read my game.. i made mistakes and the ref had many bad calls.. i totally gave up in the 3rd set.. jz handed the game to him..

dad is asking me to go to school tomorrow after my match.. i was like WTF?? and i already have permission from the state AND the school to not go.. i'll see how things go.. i really dont wanna drive to the courts in the morning and then later take a shower and change into uniform and then go to school for awhile and back to the courts.. FUEL AINT CHEAP.. and besides, i dont even know if i'm allowed to go to school after de school gates close.. whatever..

tomorrow will also be our Penang Open dinner.. i'll be driving there of course.. just dont know where to park.. today was pretty awesome.. first, i get to spend a little time with someone (Allan if you are reading this which i know you will, dont say anything).. i was happy to see her and she looked real good (again, Allan, dont say anything).. i'm just glad..

anyway i guess that's it.. got some packing to do..

she's all that's in my mind
ivan