to my faithful readers..

after the recent events that triggered my emo side, i have been able to cope relatively well.. please DO NOT worry about me.. i have not commited suicide and i did not cry non stop.. although i admit there were SOME tears.. Allan should be laughing just as he finish reading the word "tears"..

i have been fine for the past few days and i would appreciate it if some people stop asking how i've been.. obviously i wasnt fine when it happened and i'm really trying to put things behind.. like in my MSN personal message : its time to let go.. re-write this little story of mine..

and no, this post is NOT emo..

anyway, cross country is this Friday and i'm aiming for a top 2 finish.. i would really love to win but i do not wanna pressure myself.. i know i have some competition but i am optimistic.. winning this cross country would be a huge mental boost for me.. after all the setbacks i've suffered..

anyway its getting late and i'm really behind on my sleeping hours so its time i go..

ivan..